Octane

Hello everyone! Its me Matt. I just wanted all my family to know how much I love them and appreciate all that they have done for me and continue to do for me. We have all been through so much together and I know I would be nothing without all of your support and love. I know in the recent past I have not been the best brother/son/husband I can be. I just wanted to thank all of you for still being there even when it may have seemed I was just into myself.

For the first time in my life I found success in the financial department. This was something that my whole life seemed to be a dream that just was not in the stars for me. And in the blink of an eye I had more than I could have ever imagined and a career path that is endless to me. I lost myself in the fame and fortune part of it. I was told that no one has EVER done what I did before and everyone looked up to me. I was a star. I am not going to let my pride take away from me what is most important, my relationship with my family.

Give everything, expect nothing. I love you all. I have been blessed with the perfect wife, and 2 amazing kids. And my son...I have been waiting for him for so long. I ALWAYS knew he was coming, I knew it as well as I know God lives. Even though you all thought I was sterile, ha ha, I never ever doubted he was coming. I knew the second he came to this earth. And I am so grateful he has you all to love him and be there for him. Samara has blown me away with the amount of love she has shown him. She is ALWAYS there for us, all the time. I am so very thankful for her, I could not asked for a better sister, she has grown so much in the past few years. Anyways I am just rambling on. See ya later! Matt